Some wheres above the coluds you are watching over me. Soon it will be the day he took you home. Momma lady I miss you so much. But I know you in a better place now. No pain . Alot of things have changed sence you gone. You have a new grand grand baby . He is so cute. And the girls are geting so big. I hear paw daddy has a girl friend. No she can never take your place . But I know you would not want him to be alone. An did you hear Pam had a tumor in her head again. Well she is doing good. I went see her a few weeks ago. I seen Heather to. It wont be long she will be with you. She is still doing crack. I know if you was here you would beat her ass good. Well momma Lady candi and I are doing good. We are still gone to the park for our long heart to heart talks. Well a few days ago life got a little hard for me. I hit the bottle. But I got my head back on the right path again. It was a few weeks I didnt talk to my mom. Yesterday i took her call. It was nice hearing her voice. We really had a good talk. I let her say what was on her mind and I didnt bitch. A friend on line told me to do that. an i think it worked. I got on the phone not mad are upset. well I had a new port put in . the baby pulled the other one out. well I guess you know that all ready. because I know you still with me at all times watching over me. Well mamma lady I guess I better go now. I got school today. I just wanted to write to you and let you know Im ok and Im thinking of you. Love you always and hope we meet again. Love Tammy